Summer Hasn't Hit Me Yet...

So I am finally done with my dreaded finals. I don't think I've done well in anyone of them, except for History, so I have a feeling that my GPA won't hardly reach a 3.0, but for now I just don't care. For the last two months I've had no motivation. I haven't been passionate about anything except for my blogs, and now I'm starting to lose interest in them too...

Agh I don't know what to do with myself >.<
It seems like nothing truly fits me, or my personality. Well nothing that I've tried anyway.

Anyway, summer has officially started for me. But the fact that I've officially ended my freshman year hasn't really hit me yet. Maybe it's because I haven't received my final grades yet. Maybe it's because I'm attending classes over the summer (Basic economics and Performances on Film for the gen. ed requirements). Or perhaps it's because I'm spending my Friday, at home, watching a House marathon with the sis, griping about my sucky life when I could be out watching a movie with friends, or going to a show. =/

It also doesn't help that I'm already missing a certain someone, whom I haven't seen for only a week. But this has been a very LONG week. One of the longest weeks of my life. =/

And it sucks to know that I probably won't see this person in a very, VERY long time. He'll be busy with work and classes, and so will I...

Agh it's torture =[

And what's worse is that he has no idea. And I'm too chicken to tell him.

Blahh...

He's probably forgotten about me already too. =/